And when he began the work of new creation, early in the morning on the first day of the week, it was dark and it was chaotic. People were coming and going - first the women, then Peter and John, then Mary once more.
There’s lots of confusion.
But, in this new creation work of God, what was empty - the tomb in which the body of the Lord had been laid - now begins to give everything meaning. He would be the Light that would give life and meaning and shape and hope to human lives.
I’d like us to see how that happens for Mary but before we get to that it would be good to pause for a few moments and try to take in something of the chaos at the tomb.
Mary (and the other women that John doesn’t mention) see that the tomb is empty. They have come to anoint the body of their Lord, to treat with final dignity what had been so callously brutalised.
But the body isn’t there. Mary believes it must have been stolen so she heads back to the other disciples in anguish of heart. Which brings Peter and John onto the scene. Having heard that the tomb is open and empty, they head there.
John outruns Peter (I’m sure he never let him forget that) but he doesn’t go into the tomb - he pauses, trying to take it in. Peter, so different to John, arrives and goes right in. He notices how things are arranged (incidentally, body-snatchers wouldn’t bother unwrapping the body and leaving the cloths neatly folded).
This is all a puzzle to Peter - you can picture him trying to make sense of it.
Then John does go in and something clicks for him. “He saw and believed.” Not full-blown belief yet, but the first beginning of settled, certain faith in the resurrection of Jesus from the dead.
Different folks and different strokes:
- Mary, awash with grief at the seeming theft of his body.
- Peter, eager to see, trying to take it all in but not coming up with much at first.
- And John, cautious, thoughtful and the first stirring of faith in a resurrected Messiah.
- Tears are plentiful because life has been so hard. Some grieving because we’ve lost those who meant so much to us.
- Others can see some of the details of the Jesus story but aren’t too sure what to make of it.
- And others still, following in John’s footsteps, are beginning to believe that Jesus is alive and that death has been conquered.
That story has within it the power and the glory to move us from tearful confusion, from bitter anguish, to the clearest faith and the fullest joy.
And that’s what Mary’s story offers us.
1. For Mary, the empty tomb doesn’t speak for itself.
Grief is like a powerful distortion field. It blurs everything and dials down our ability to make sense of what’s before us.
In Star Trek and Star Wars, the spacecraft have force fields to protect them from harm. But our grief often acts to keep us from any relief, from any semblance of what might make life worthwhile.
Mary simply can’t begin to put two and two together. Death is too final for that. She isn’t persuaded by the sight of angels in the tomb. Does she even realise that they’re angels?
And when she turns around and sees Jesus standing there, she sees but doesn’t see, doesn’t realise who he is.
Grief can do that to us. The sorrows of life, the struggles and the pain - they all work against us from recognising the one true God and his presence in our lives.
We need Jesus to do something, to say something, to bring us back from the darkest places.
And he does.
2. My sheep know my voice - I call them by name
The Lord asks her why she’s crying (as the angels did) but then adds “Who is it you’re looking for?”
It might seem callous to do so but he knows what he’s doing. He always does, with you and me, too. Jesus never wastes words, never exploits our weakness and vulnerability. That’s not who he is. He knows what he’s doing, we can trust that.
And that’s clear here. Mary hears his voice but doesn’t recognise whose it is. But when Jesus speaks her name the lights go on immediately.
There’s something extra here now!
The Lord asks her why she’s crying (as the angels did) but then adds “Who is it you’re looking for?”
It might seem callous to do so but he knows what he’s doing. He always does, with you and me, too. Jesus never wastes words, never exploits our weakness and vulnerability. That’s not who he is. He knows what he’s doing, we can trust that.
And that’s clear here. Mary hears his voice but doesn’t recognise whose it is. But when Jesus speaks her name the lights go on immediately.
There’s something extra here now!
Once she realises this is her Lord, once the sound of voice calling her name enters her ears, Mary’s doubts and confusion, her endless sorrows cease.
She calls out “Rabboni” - My Teacher!
O the joy, the gladness, the sheer exuberance of that moment! It will never, ever, be forgotten.
Do you remember that scene in The Railway Children where Roberta (Jenny Agutter) sees her father on the railway platform after the smoke has cleared?
She cries out as she runs to him, “Daddy! My daddy!” He’s not lost, he’s not dead. He’s back with them, She wants him back for good and he is.
Well, if you do remember that scene and it brings a tear to your eye - I’m sure it does - then Mary at the feet of her Lord will not fail to do so too.
Because this is not fiction; this is real lives rescued from death; this is the true Lord of all, coming back from the depths of the grave, to rescue and save and give hope that is deeper than our griefs.
Interestingly, it’s when he says her name that she recognises him. Through her tears - and because in resurrection he’s recognisable but different - she hadn’t been able to make him out.
But when he speaks her name the clouds clear and her heart breaks with joy. It’s him! It’s Christ her Lord, risen. The mighty conqueror. It’s his glorious voice that calls her.
Earlier in John, Jesus spoke about “the Good Shepherd who lays down his life for his sheep”. He said the shepherd “calls his own sheep by name and leads them out” and “his sheep follow him because they know his voice.”
This is being acted out for us here in the lived experience of Mary.
And it’s something we can know, too. Our names being spoken by the risen Lord Jesus.
Not audibly but deeply into our souls, in moments like these. He calls to us, in the tears of our grief and unbelief, in the trauma of life in a world of death, in the pain and confusion that we can’t seem break free from.
She calls out “Rabboni” - My Teacher!
O the joy, the gladness, the sheer exuberance of that moment! It will never, ever, be forgotten.
Do you remember that scene in The Railway Children where Roberta (Jenny Agutter) sees her father on the railway platform after the smoke has cleared?
She cries out as she runs to him, “Daddy! My daddy!” He’s not lost, he’s not dead. He’s back with them, She wants him back for good and he is.
Well, if you do remember that scene and it brings a tear to your eye - I’m sure it does - then Mary at the feet of her Lord will not fail to do so too.
Because this is not fiction; this is real lives rescued from death; this is the true Lord of all, coming back from the depths of the grave, to rescue and save and give hope that is deeper than our griefs.
Interestingly, it’s when he says her name that she recognises him. Through her tears - and because in resurrection he’s recognisable but different - she hadn’t been able to make him out.
But when he speaks her name the clouds clear and her heart breaks with joy. It’s him! It’s Christ her Lord, risen. The mighty conqueror. It’s his glorious voice that calls her.
Earlier in John, Jesus spoke about “the Good Shepherd who lays down his life for his sheep”. He said the shepherd “calls his own sheep by name and leads them out” and “his sheep follow him because they know his voice.”
This is being acted out for us here in the lived experience of Mary.
And it’s something we can know, too. Our names being spoken by the risen Lord Jesus.
Not audibly but deeply into our souls, in moments like these. He calls to us, in the tears of our grief and unbelief, in the trauma of life in a world of death, in the pain and confusion that we can’t seem break free from.
He calls your name - calls you to believe, to receive from him the greatest gift ever offered:
- the living presence of God
- the clearing of all your guilt
- the remaking of your heart
- the re-framing of your whole future, your ultimate destiny.
Mary tries to cling to him - to keep him there. ‘No way am I letting you out of my sight ever again!’ ‘But Mary, there’s more to come. I’m going back to my Father - to your Father - and the world needs to know what you now know. So go to my brothers…’
When you first come to know Jesus there’s an understandable longing to stay at that point. You’re seeing and feeling and knowing things about the one true God for the very first time.
Those are special days indeed.
But they have to give way because he has a larger purpose for you. The picture is far bigger than you ever imagined. There is enough joy here to wrap its arms around the whole world. It needs to be shared.
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Where do we leave Mary? Back with the disciples and excitedly saying the most stunning words that ever came from her lips: “I have seen the Lord!”
What beautiful assurance this is!
Can anything else really matter now, in a determinative sense? Can anything change this great reality?
She has seen the Lord. And if you have believed in Jesus, then you have seen the Lord, too - not physically but truly. Seen his love, tasted his goodness, been folded into his eternal joy.
Is that your Easter experience? That the risen Lord Jesus, in all his glory, has called your name and wiped your tears? Planted you into a bigger picture with a part to play, sharing this great news?
If this isn’t yet the story of your life but you long that it might be, then ask him to meet you, in your confusion and sorrow, in your sin and failure.
Ask him to call your name and to breathe new life into your heart.
She has seen the Lord. And if you have believed in Jesus, then you have seen the Lord, too - not physically but truly. Seen his love, tasted his goodness, been folded into his eternal joy.
Is that your Easter experience? That the risen Lord Jesus, in all his glory, has called your name and wiped your tears? Planted you into a bigger picture with a part to play, sharing this great news?
If this isn’t yet the story of your life but you long that it might be, then ask him to meet you, in your confusion and sorrow, in your sin and failure.
Ask him to call your name and to breathe new life into your heart.